Precautions
Assalammualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh
Asiff jiddan..
Khaifahaluka? Ana bikhair…Alhamdulilahh
It has been how many months that i have not posted anything here? It has been a long time! I have my own reasons to that but Allah 
knows best!(I’ve checked, it has been almost a year!!)
Since there are so many things happening in my life, I have become very cautious in every single things that I do. Life has taught me that there are friends and there are enemies. Sometimes we do not know who are our enemies and who are really our true friends. But what I believe, all my sisters are my true friends! No matter what i think about them, i still believe that there are my true friends! I just believe that there are gifts from Allah !
Answers to questions in my heart has been answered slowly, and how happier I am now has no idea what I have been thru. *sigh*
Recently has been hectic and unexpected. Hurt, tired, and all that you can think of being in a state of just want to give up. Yes, almost but did not happen. Tried to be really strong but there is always things going along the way. When it comes to a phase where you think it has been sorted out, well Allah has better plan for us. Yes, that’s all I have that keep me going and strong, Allah is always be there for you and no matter what you think or feel. There was once I prayed,
‘Oh my Lord, there are so many problems and there are times I could not bear anymore, where I knew this is the best for me, oh my Lord!, You are my only hope and that can keep me strong in facing all these test from you! Please keep me in Your path and You hear and answer all prayers!’
And guess what happened? All I got is another bigger test! Not that I am complaining but to keep me strong is just so hurting up to the point where I just want to get away from everyone and never come back. How stupid I was! Yes! That is what I had in mind. Just shut the door to my life and leave.
Urghhh…I was so weak but when I got strongger a bigger one came along! How hard was that?
Now, when I look back, that was not easy, but I got thru it! I knew I will get something out of it! And yes I did! I got all my loved ones back, all the things that I never thought of!
All i learnt was that, precautions that has nothing to do what I am talking about right now, is another thing that I should look at living in this world. I got to go now, hope everyone is happy with their loved ones.
bunga39merah
on June 28th, 2009 at 7:44 am
Assalamualaikum teng~~~
Wah~I miss your post~~I’m so happy you’re back. BE STRONG teng. Allah
loves you very much yatah HE uji you di antara berjuta2 manusia yang alpa. HE wants you to remember HIM always. Yeah true, Allah 
selalu gives us the best even though sometimes sakit in order to get it. Tapi Alhamdulillah Allah 
sudah tunjukkan you the way and insyaAllah all loves are coming back to you.
Jangan pernah berputus asa and berhenti mengharap teng ah. Love you so much!! Don’t worry youalways have us sisters forever to be with you for masa susah and senang! Syewah!
Sama2 doa, ok?
*group hugssssss*
on June 28th, 2009 at 9:01 pm
Waalaikumsalammm!!
ai tengg, rindu ku ko eh, kekeke, i miss it when my family says u look like my sister! Well you are!
Au teng, aku atu jua wah, simpan simpan simpan, sudah tahap gaban, nahhh melatup:p thank you again teng, u are always around at a perfect time! hugss hugsss, ani aku di office, nada students sekulah, kaja pun sudah jua ku siapkan, hehehe my colleague main game ahh lagi tia, bah you take care yahhh…uhibbuki fillah ya ukhti!!!