Assalammualaikum…….huhuhu i know i havent been writing here….It has been a while, huh?Hmm…..typical me, busy superwoman? Nay~~~
I remember a friend of mine mentioned that, there are symptoms of stress by which people do not realise…
“owh”, i said “really? Such as?”
And she said…”Writing in a diary”
…..hahahha true true…..especially when we are really2 down, and we do not have anyone to talk to….mostly ‘girls’ would write in their diary…hmmm today its more likely to be ‘blogs’.
But She continues….”Its good having a diary, because it in return ‘heals’ the ’stress’.”
Hmm…..’yarr’ this is one of the reason i’m writing, hahahha, i’m not happy tonight. I can’t sleep, thinking all my ups and downs….here is my story…
Just now, as i was laying down on my bed, i found my quran that i just bought today laying next to me. So i said to myself “ehhh i better look through this quran rather than thinking all the ‘menyakitkan kepala’ hahaha…”
And guess what, i just turn to a page in the Quran, with all my sad feelings hoping to get something out of it without referring to any ayat specifically…then wooshhh Surah Al-Hadid Ayat 22..
“No calamity befalls on the earth or in yourselves but it is inscribed in the Book of Decrees (Al Lauh Al MAhfuz) before We bring it into existence. Verily that, is easy for Allah 
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Then I saw a little foot note relate to that ayat…..saying:
Narrated Ibn Abbas (RadiaAllahu anhu): “Once I was behind the Prophet (S.A.W)and he said:”O boy, I will teach you a few words:
a) Be loyal and obedient to Allah [worship Him(alone)], remember Him always, obey His Orders. He will save you from every evil and will take care of you in all the spheres of life.
b) Be loyal and obedient to Allah , you will find Him near (infront of you) i.e. He will respond to your requests.
c)If you ask, ask Allah .
There…..we don’t need diary…..we don’t need blog but we need Allah ……The reason why i write tonight, another friend of mine indirectly reminded me about this abandoned blog….So here…..I said to myself…..Ahahhh…..Quran really drives me to continue my dakwah here. I need to write….share this ayat with anyone out there who could be having the same feeling as i do ‘just now”..ehemmm…being sad? HEhehehe
Bah ehhh nah sleepy eyes….I love you Quran……;)
